So I’ve start casting once more and so far I must admit that this week has been a disappointment. So far this week I’m averaging less then 5 viewers a cast and twitch requires 400 average viewers to make partner. Partner would give me quality buttons and a way to help pay for casting, as well s buying games and such. I’m happy to see so many great casters hitting over 2,000 viewers ( www.twitch.tv/lethalfrag had over 7,000 at one point last night ) I just wish I could get a small share of that.
As I mentioned this blog is becoming much more about my personal and how it relates to tech. In this case I’m looking at the effects of how its making me think and feel. There is a certain amount of depression that comes when you realize that despite other’s successes you can’t match them. In some ways I feel like I’m fighting a lost cause on nearly every front.
I will continue to cast however. It is something that forces me out of my comfort zones and something that despite what I might indicate, I do enjoy. I merely wish that I had the ability to buy and stream the games that I want to play.
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