Death and Rebirth

Hello everyone, I hope that you will welcome me back into your lives as once again I hope to start writing on this blog, and upon my web site.  A great many things have changed for me, and I won’t go into detail here, for the people who matter most, they either already know or they will find out when they contact me.  Suffice to say this blog will no longer have the sole focus on games and electronics, instead I must adjust this blog to more appropriately reflect who I am, and though that I intend and hope to show my love of games and electronics.

I had a fantastic biology teacher in high school, and the first day of bio, she looked at us and informed us that all of modern biology boils down to one simple rule.  The rule explains why some species live, while others have died, and how our world has turned out the way it has up to this point.  In short the rule went something like this:  “Anything in our world that fails to change, that cannot move, that cannot adapt, evolve, grow, or some how improve upon its environment, anything stagnant in this world eventually dies.”  While I don’t remember the quote of what she said directly, I remember the jest which just stated, its meaning is simple, if you fail to move forward, adapt, and change, eventually you die, or already dead, just like a creature in a swamp unless you keep moving forward you eventually sink to the bottom.

Some where along the line in my life I stopped moving forward.  It may have been back when I was in elementary school and I realized that I was different from every other kid around me, it may have been when I realized I’d never have the recuperation of my first crush, it may have been when my the belief structure I once held was crushed…  that’s not important.  What is important is that I stopped moving forward so I have been doing nothing but sinking, and now I find myself struggling to work my way back to the surface so that I can continue walking.

Over the past few years I’ve been rocked with bad news, health issues, and of course as with so much of the country, I’ve been struck down by unemployment.  I hope that all of you who read this will continue to support me and help me move forward as much as possible.  I don’t know how to continue right now, but with the support of my friends, family, and followers I hope that I can start anew, get back on my feet, and once more drudge forward, and maybe catch up with the rest of humanity.

For everyone who has continued to stick by me, thank you, from the bottom of my heart.  The death of the old blog and site I hope to start soon, the rebirth of myself, my blog, my site, and cast, will begin hopefully starting today.