Maybe not the end… but not a happy Birthday by any means.

I hate to post this, please, make no mistake there, for in posting this I am cutting myself off from one of the things that I had hoped to do with the cast, and that is becoming something of a journalist when it comes to video games.  However has things have turned out in my life, this seems less, and less likely to actually occur.  In fact, in posting this I am acknowledging that is quite likely that the worst is in fact coming to occur and that there is little to nothing that I can do to prevent it.

This is by definition a conversation and admission that I never wanted to have or have to relate to someone, anyone, let alone anyone who may be a fan of mine, however that doesn’t change the fact that it is happening, and that due to conditions that are beyond my control there is for all intent and purpose nothing that I can do to change the current situation.  I am doing everything in my power but at this point literally everything I possess is actually NOT MINE, and is in the hands of someone else to decide their fate.  The long and short of it is that I’m utterly and completely skunked at the moment.

 

Just today… well since its after midnight technically yesterday I learned that (combined with knowledge I have from other sources) it is almost 100% likely that unless something dramatically changes I’ll be homeless sometime in the start of the new year.  No apartment, no roof, no shelter… no place to call home.  I have no family to stay with, no friends who live near by, and no hope of the situation changing.  Blame the economy, blame my foolishness in pursuing a college education, blame life… I don’t really care.  The fact of the situation is that I’ve been living with a few family members and we are all going to be out on the street.

 

Due to this occurrence, I must therefor forthwith end this blog.  I will be boxing up my belongings in preparation for their sale, being given away, or stored, and fully expect that there is a good chance that I will be unable to continue this blog and my website in the foreseeable future.  Unfortunately it is some what difficult do due things like us a PC, charge a cell phone, or get online if you don’t have a home, or safe place to connect from.  I have a little time to continue the cast with, but as previously mentioned much of my time has to become dedicated to getting ready to have nothing. 

 

I wish that this turn of event’s didn’t occur, and that there was some way to avoid it, but I’ve made less then 34 cents per hour for every hour that I have put into casting.  This cannot, will not, and does not help get me out of the current situation.  Since I have no resources left to rely upon, and what calls for help I have made have gone completely unheeded by those around me, all that is left is to say, thank you for coming to my blog, my website, and casts, and that I hope to see you again in the future when I am able to once more cast for your viewing.  Thank you, and good night, Bluemagican out.